Went to SP today.. To go for a workshop called prepatory electronics.. I really behaved like one blur cock coz i really dunno anyone there.. really feels like the first day of school in MI.. and i believe it's gonna be the same thing during the orientation and when school starts..

Why did i go for prepatory electronics...?? Coz i am damn blur about soldering and all these engineering stuff.. SO if i am going to continue in bioelectronics.. My as well get a headstart and a brief intro into the course.. I still waiting for my appeal for aerospace electronics and Bioengineering.. Aerospace coz i can get a good job when i graduate and secure a job easily coz my mum got connections in the aerospace industry.. Somemore can meet Sathesh and khalaf.. He's the new friend i made in the prepatory electronics workshop.. Bioengineering coz if and only if i work very hard during my first year i can transfer over to aeronautical engineering.. Somemore bioengineering is in the same school as vanga.. so he and i can create verbal havoc in SP... LoL..!!

The prepatory electronics workshop damn fun.. but also quite troublesome.. The fabrication part really fun.. had to go into a room full of yellow lights.. Cool..!! coz the wafer cannot kena white light.. then got to expose the wafer to UV light to have the template set in.. Then had to run the thing thru two acid filled machines.. Cool..!! Then had to drill holes in the... Really fun sia..

Then came the soldering part.. I have never done soldering before.. So i really one cuckoo there sia.. We had to make this battery tester using the wafer.. the soldering part was hell.. But the final piece was wonderful..

I think i gonna like life here in SP..

Today went over to SP to get my enrolment done.. Sialla.. arrived there to see the enrolment hall fully packed.. The registration was brief and rather rude.. The ahpek behind the com damn rude sia.. I kindly ask him wat forms to give him.. he shout at me.. "U come here. u dunno wat to do.." I was thinkin.. " fuck u lahh.. I ask u lehh.. Somemore i ask kindly.." Serves him right he lost all the fingers on his right hand.. All that's left are stumps whr his fingers used to be.. I think he was rude to someone before and that person curse him and he lost his fingers.. Padan muka..!! Fucking asshole..!! Even to other students also kuran ajar sia.. Got one gurl and her father approach him to register.. he shout at them " Break ahh..!! Later than come back..!!" Sialla.. Damn rude sia.. From whr i sit also can hear him sia.. Then the gurl's father face damn pissed off.. Fuck that guy really rude sia.. Skali kena curse again boths his arms must amputate.. If he kena curse ahh.. serve him right.. so rude sia..

The queue number was at 0345 and my number's 0519.. Had to wait a long time... Dzaki and i played tic tack toe lah.. Then i received an SMS from baoxian.. She thanked me so much for the shoes and said that she really loved them.. And everyone in AJC say that it's really, really nice and unique.. I was blushing sia.. This is the first time i ever got a gurl a sincere b'day present and i never tot i would receive such compliments.. hehe..!!

* Alrite ppl.. This ain't an issue for u to make fun off.. Esp for roslina.. very immature minah.. *

Then dzaki decided to do some drawing.. Wen dat ahpek pissed that gurl and her father off.. i asked him to draw "captain stubbs".. The nickname we gave to that ahpek.. Captain stubbs as in captain hook, who obviously lost his hand.. Stubbs for the measly disgusting stubbs of his fingers.. Then my number came on.. So i go do the fee registration thing.. Mine took a rather long time.. Had to call my mum thrice.. LoL..!! That's settled.. then proceed to the next station.. Then got one station whr i had to get my student pass done.. Sialla.. my face on the pass look damn fierce sia.. LoL..!! Really funny.. LoL..!!

Then has to go see all the CCAs and the crap that they give.. I'm interested in archery... Wanna be like Tristran in King arthur.. Nice.. He's a cool archer.. Better than legolas.. Hehe..!! Skali got one room whr all the cultural societies were in.. Of course got malay cultural club lahh.. At first i tried to run away but a man came up to me, shook my hand, asked for my name and introduced me to the room.. When he was done wif the intro.. I was darting for the room's exit when i was instantaneously surrounded by gurls in tudungs.. Shit..!! They must have heard my name.. Then they ask whether i malay.. i say i chinese muslim and they bought it for a moment.. LoL..!! Skali must fill-up a form then must put down race then i put malay lah..

Then got this student comperes club which basically means student hosts which i really am interested in.. GESS the hosts and MCs all only reserved for ELDDS and the prefects.. How annoying..!! I really wanna be an MC.. very nice lehh... So now got two CCAs.. Then dzaki ask whether i wann join the taekwondo club.. i got silat alrdy.. dowan another martial art.. Then got one club.. the skaters club.. For skaters obviously.. But the roller hockey division very interesting lehh.. i dunno lahh.. Just write name down..

Haiz.. Very tired sia..

Early in the morning I kancong like hell.. Dunno whether go soccer or go play Dota.. Kancong like hell coz i have to photostat the poly forms and the necessary documents.. Damn kecoh mann.. Time really wasn't on my side.. I really was lost at a moment.. LoL..!!

Luckily silat class got nothing much.. Sit down and do theory work only.. After that.. Go ayer rajah food centre to eat a belated breakfast.. Siallah.. Wo bu zhe tong se mo se wa de stomach... I think shrink sia.. Eat one measly plain prata alrdy full.. And this has been going on for days.. Even eat one box cheese fries also full sia.. Dunno wats wrong wif me..

Well.. Finally decided to go play dota.. at dhoby ghaut there.. near the selegie arts centre.. Sialla..!! wan san hours FREE sia...!!! Shiok..!! I bloody noob at dota sia.. all the match i play all i lose.. Hehe.. But at the start of every match got make promising progress skali coming to the end of the match all the time end up losing.. BUt shiok ahh.. always get first blood..

Then walk ard plaza singapura.. Saw taufik batisah.. He singing that "I believe i can fly song"... Walked from plaza sing all the way to Far east plaza.. Dzaki wanted to eat at some japanese restaurant.. skali.. the prices also very nice.. Bloody ex sia..!! So we all went to lucky plaza to eat.. in the bubble lift.. There was a malay couple inside who were debating whether i was malay or chinese.. Coz the lift so slow.. Then i talk mandarin to sin hua and then malay to dzaki.. Which probably left them confused.. The lift small lehh.. Their whispers were amplified to the normal talk.. So heard them talk about me.. LoL..!! Ppl think i chinese..!! LoL..!!

Why do u ppl come up with strange qns..?? Why do u people speculate..?? Why do u ppl have to jump to conclusions..?? Why are u ppl so immature..?? Why..??

People keep on asking.. They keep on asking irrelevant questions.. They keep on asking if there's anything going on between me and Baoxian.. Here's the answer.. No.. there's nothing at all going on between me and her.. We're just friends.. No More, No Less.. Like her..?? Yes i do.. And only as a friend..

I'm not angry.. I'm not mad.. I'm not furious.. I'm just annoyed.. Annoyed but in a forgiving way.. A gentle way.. Why do u people ask this qn just because i'm close to her..?? Even my bestfriend ahmad has to ask this qn.. Why can't u ppl be matured of thinking..?? I know i'm a passionate friend.. But Don't take passion for affection.. these are two entirely different things.. Entirely different.. it's the way i've been raised and the way i lead my live.. It just comes naturally to me.. When i do something or am responsile for something.. I put my sincerest of feelings in it.. This includes the many friendships that i have.. I put my feelings in it.. I'm sincere in it.. I'm always there for help.. It's just a matter of asking.. I'm always there.. No matter our differences..

People.. I'm just utterly disgusted on y'all level of thinking.. But i forgive u.. I always will.. coz everyone makes mistakes.. People.. Pls.. Don't ever ask me about matters of the heart.. Do not ask me about who i like or who i love... It's a hard question to answer.. Pls

Pls don't..

It's great to finally chat to someone or some people when u're that goddamn bored.. Chatted with jack2 and babe on MSn.. Chat abt this, chat abt that... quite fun ehh talking to them.. very entertaining and funny.. Then sathesh taught me how to use the gif animator.. THX dude..!! Now i can create emoticons of my own face...!! LoL..!!!

Well.. I just came back from my "outing" with BaoXian and Shirley.. They were shocked to see my hair.. LoL..!! Nothing abt them chracter-wise has changed.. Only looks.. Now Baoxian tie her hair up in a new hairstyle.. Nice.. Pretty.. LoL..!! They were dressed in their respective JC uniforms and me in house clothes.. Malu sia.. LoL..!!

Went to KFC to eat.. Then.. they checked the presents especially mine, when i went to order the food.. Well.. I got BaoXian a pair of Puma shoes.. Just any all how choose a size.. Skali perfect fit sia.. Then she so excited.. at KFC straight away tried it on.. Then she say abit tight.. Skali inside still got those crushed up paper balls.. LoL..!! She said they were very nice.. *blush*.. Then shirley asked "why u never get a pair for me..?? Hahaha..!!" Then they laughed.. Baoxian straight away wear both pairs then thru her tattered Fila shoes into the shoe box.. LoL..!!

Then Baoxian had to go.. Her parents taking her out.. Then everytime pass by any reflective surface, she go an pose in front.. LoL..!! Well.. Her parents picked her up.. Then she said goodbye.. very long one too.. Shake hand lahh.. pat on the shoulder lahh.. Hug shirley lahh.. The hug again lahh.. LoL...!! Funny mann.. Then it was down to me and shirley only.. When walking to the MRt station.. Shirley popped a rather strange qn.. " Do u Like BaoXian..?? ".. And i was like "wat u mean..??".. Then she repeat again.. then i answered.."Yeah i like her.. Only as a friend.. Why u ask..??".. Shirley said that she and izzah had been speculating coz i'm very close to Baoxian.. Then i said " really nothing more than that.." Strange.. Never expected a qn like dat..

Don't take passion as affection..

Well...

Went to delta gym today.. This friday dzaki's celebrating sarah's birday so postpone the gym session to today.. Besides, friday i going out with BaoXian and Shirley.. This time i went to the gym with a group of buddies.. Desmond and sharmen came too.. besides the usual of sam and dzaki... At the gym.. Met maverick.. How wonderful.. My sifu about the rebellious underworld of teenage life as well as the first best friend i made in GeSS.. Talked about school first lahh of coz.. He's going to RP, diploma in Sports and something, something.. A new course.. All the best to you.. Skali sarah came to the gym.. And maverick and i was shocked.. She came and presented dzaki with a can of famous amos cookies which cost about say $25.. how romantic.. LoL..!! Dzaki came to the gym to train but it seems he took abt 45 mins talking to sarah.. Ooooo..... LoL..!!

Well.. Maverick and i talked about wat we have been doing for the 5 months of "freedom".. Every afternoon he has been going to delta gym then at night he go clubbing.. So most of his life is away from home.. really much the opposite of mine.. Me.. I'm slacking ard at home.. With the only occasion out of my hse are to go ngaji almost every night, go gym on fridays and go silat and soccer on sundays.. Sounds boring right..?? It sure damn is...!! when faizal heard it he literally laughed out loud..!! LoL..!! Then maverick talked about the under-age Zouk romp last week.. Initially maverick and yam invited me to go there but i turned their offers down.. And instead.. I went to ngaji.. LoL..!! Wen maverick heard that again.. He Laughed hysterically again..!! LoL..!!

After gym.. go and play soccer at henderson soccer court.. empty sia.. Shiok.. have the whole big court all to ourselves.. Play soccer.. play soccer.. then went off to the nearby coffeeshop and took a rest... After that went to tiong, on the way there.. Sam and i talked about our individual love lives.. It seems that we're the only ones left in 3MC that don't have a gurl.. Even ahmad got a gurl lehh... Can u believe it..?? My case very complicated lehh.. It's like i'm totally changed.. My hair, my behaviour, the way i talk, my emotions.. It's like everything in me totally changed.. Ok. enuff with the details.. Leave it to another entry...

Nothing much today...

Damn bored so went to check out soccer videos at nikefootball.com.... Really admire the way Brasilians play football.. It's fantastic..!! It's magic..!! The way the play is so mesmerising yet entertaining.. it's the way of life that they have.. in every aspect in their life there's music.. And thru incorporating music with the way they play.. Wow.. Magical.. It's like they're dancing while playing football.. Spectacular really..

Watched a particular guy.. The first ever World Futsal Champion, Falcao.. Do his stuff.. He played against Robinho.. And he has the same preferred number as me..!! Number 12..!! Maybe i'm gonna be like him.. Maybe not.. hehe.. he's just too good... Can only imitate his moves ahh.. to improve myself.. Cannot be him.. He's great..

Later got tajuid class at darussalam again.. as usual.. at least got something interesting and fun to do..

Expected dzaki to come to my hse at 9am.. But he wanted me to meet him at JP kfc.. He wanted me to accompany him for the necessary SP medical check-up.. I had mine a week ago.. Met him at Kfc.. I was rather sleepy though.. Yesterday played soccer with the brothers.. Very tiring..

Well.. Kfc JP has a new face.. Nice revamp.. Air conditioning too cold though.. Dzaki was (as usual) eating.. Helped him finish filling up the medical report then went off to the clininc on the 6th floor of Jp.. Skali reach there the whole clininc was full.. The queue was until the outside of the clinic.. So we went to another nearby clinic by the exterior of JP.. No difference though.. The queue was full but the service for SP students was fast as the majority of patients were originally sick people.. Hehe.. Dzaki gave urine sample.. took height.. did the eye check etc, etc, etc.. Only one last thing to do.. Get an X-ray.. So we went to JP (again).. The xray clinic was there.. The xray clinic too was full.. but got gurls inside.. Not bad, not bad.. Dzak's school got a lot of chiobu.. Not bad.. Well.. waited in line.. Then the chiobus went in to have their xrays done.. Then it was dzaki's turn.. We were done.. Then both of us were discussing on how the gurls had their x-rays done.. While waiting for dzak's turn.. I overheard the gurl next to me explain to her friend that they only had to take off their tops and not their undergarments for the xray to be taken.. So if need to take off top but don't need to take off bra then might as well no need to take off top at all right..?? I dunno.. Only the gurls know as well as the radiographer.. If any of u gurls ever read this and have taken an X-ray b4.. Tell me wat happens in that room.. Hehe..

After that dzaki followed me home.. Played xbox.. i took a quick nap.. then we bounced off to my uncle's place.. He invited me over to play xbox with him.. Played FIFA 06 then let dzaki played his favourite genre of games, racing.. Played Forza motorsport.. Nice game but damn hard to control the car.. Somemore the car easily get damaged.. Well.. at about 4pm dzaki went off.. then i was alone with my uncle... Aper lagi..?? Main FIFA lahh..!!! Fifa all the way...

Went to the Delta Gym along with Sam and Dzaki after friday prayers.. Well.. Sam and Dzak really surprised to see my new hairdo.. Hehe.. Did the usual stuff.. Train the certain body parts.. Mann.. I really need to gain some height and weight.. I'm too short by my standards and wayy underweight.. Trained until about 5pm then went off to tiong to eat..

Recon the whole of tiong to cool ourselves down.. went to try out the new Xbox 360.. Totally sucks..!! The graphics are nice but the controller really sucks.. So what's the use of having nice graphics wen u can't control the game that well.. Bought BaoXian a birthday card.. Then went to long john to eat... And sam and dzaki went playing Yu-gi-oh cards.. Yu-gi-oh cards..??!! Wat the...??!! They said they wanna take a break from Magic..

Well.. So we parted ways around 7pm like dat.. I had to go help out with one of my young aunts' wedding.. Went there.. disturb my grandaunt like i always do.. I just can't help it.. Being a joker is just in my blood.. My grandma's a joker.. My uncles and so are my aunts.. We're all jokers.. Pro jokers.. not all those lame, ngader-ngader ones.. Those are just act cute ones.. Mine's pro jokers.. Well.. Helped to arrange the tables, chairs and such.. The most irritating part was the arrangement of the buffet tables.. Keep on changing arrangement.. Wat are they thinking..?? Musical chairs isit..?? OR should i put it musical buffet tables..?? Every 10 mins change.. irritating sia..!! Saw a gurl.. Nice.. LTC look.. really nice.. Sweet-looking.. really nice.. Chio.. decent.. Nice.. Really nice.. Can't help it.. really nice..

Tmr got wedding.. must go wash, pick-up dishes.. gonna be a tiring day..

Still gloating in my new hairdo.. Very vain sia.. like some kind of bitch like dat.. Hehe..

Downloaded a particular song, "temperature", from sean paul's new album,"The Trinity".. First heard this song when one of the dance groups used it in danceworks... I still cannot forget danceworks, the CJC gurls damn hot mann, somemore dance to such a saucy dance routine.. I kinda like Sean Paul songs.. they mostly fall under the genre of reggae but i prefer referring to them in another way.. his songs, they're like techno and rap integrated together.. So it's high bitrate that keeps my feet tapping, my head bobbing while i'm in a decent mode to biting my lips and having my eyes half closed in high mode to grooving crazily in my insane mode.. I started listening to him since sec 2 when i heard "get busy".. The songs are very jiggy.. The bass beats really gets my body pumping..

Damn Maple.. Why always cannot download the Game client.. I bored at home sia.. Nobody to talk to on MSN.. ALl busy playing CS or maple.. DAmn bored ahh... Somebody pls enlighten my life..!!

Got a different hairdo now... Really wanna make myself look chinese.. I think that Oreo bubble tea that ahmad and i had really worked our stomachs and bowels up.. I've been going to the toilet often and that ahmad has been flattulating all the while.. If got no smell, nvm.. But got one hell of a stench...

Ahmad went for his hockey trials at the NIE hockey pitch.. He needed shin-pads and socks so i had to rush there to hand it over to him.. Luckily.. NTU-NIE nearby only.. Take 179 go thr.. I got lost though... That campus is one hell of a BIG place..!! Finally found that pitch.. Very big one lehh... AHmad got dressed and i plomped my ass on a bench by a corner to watch him play..

Later the PJC gurls hockey came... No chiobu lahh.. I think just desperate for attetion coz all wear bright coloured sports bras that kinda "see thru".. Then NJC gurls hockey team came.. The gurls got rather nice asses though.. watched them do warm ups.. Hehe.. Then wen the water sprinklers went shooting, the PJC gurls still kept on running around the pitch.. in the end end up wet.. Then with the combination of bright colour bras plus wet t-shirts equals to a rather erotic picture and a rather horny ahmad.. LoL..!! Kiinda perverse here so gonna stop it..

Looking forward to this sunday.. Gonna meet up with BaoXian.. Dunno wat she's gonna say about my hair.. Sure she cannot recognise me one.. Then she'll go squealing about wat i have done to my hair, as expected..

Another damn, dull boring day in my life..

First Up.. I had to totally revamp my sister's room and mine as well.. Well.. Basically my sister's room is simply just a room whr my parents dump any unfolded clothes from the tumble dryer.. And it also doubles up as a play room.. So just imagine an 8 year old gurl's masak-masak and all those toy make up kits as well as the mess from a hyper active 4 year old boy with his toy figurines and weapons all over the place.. Trust me.. It's hell.. I'm making space in my room so that i can ultimately groom my room into "My Crib" or my "Bachelor Pad"... Now the dust has gotten into my nose and i'm having a runny nose right now..

Well.. Today.. I learnt a very important lesson as a bachelor.. Always.. ALWAYS.. Cook with a shirt on..!! Sound's strange huh..?? Let me lay it straight.. I was cooking in the kitchen.. And cooking involves fire.. Like Duhhh... So it got rather heated up in the kitchen.. So i took off my shirt.. I was frying some sardines.. And that involves oil.. like even major duhh... Some of u pampered idiots who don't do ur own cooking might not know how to fry.. Ok.. Back to the topic.. The oil in the wok was piping hot.. And i was getting rather lazy as i gently slid the sardines into the wok.. The sardines crackled in the hot oil.. So i dropped one piece into the oil and guess wat.. The sardine popped into the oil which splattered all out of the wok.. Sending droplets of hot oil in all directions.. And unfortunately.. Some of these "droplets" landed on my bare chest..!! So i jumped around the kitchen yelping in pain from the scalding.. I had to run to the toilet and pour a bucket of water al over my body.. It was like the sardines went popping and i also went popping all over the kitchen all the way into the toilet..

So individuals out there who do ur own cooking.. Always put on a shirt..!!

To Roslina: Gurl.. I can't always update my tagboard so often.. Not that many people tag it.. Only u seem to be the most common person.. I've got other things to do.. Nevertheless.. I'll try my best to keep it updated for u..

Today damn boring sial..

Early in the morning must go send an excuse letter to my sis who's at my grandmama's house for her absence in school yesterday... Damnit mann...!!! Why my mother never write yesterday..??!! Make me lose my beauty sleep only.. Why do i have to always undertake a responsibility not that of my own..??!!! Fuck lahh..!!

Then dat ahmad sms-ed me to send him nicole's email address.. I was like "wat the fuck..?!".. He wants to be her boyfriend and he can do such a thing as deleting her email address..!! How un-devoting..!! How "inhumane" for a guy to that to the gurl he wants to tio..!! Luckily i still got it.. If not when she finds out.. He's gonna be in deep shit.. And nicole doesn't even know my real name.. She only knows me as "apitpong the O2 guy"..

Anyway.. One of my uncles who works as one of those pest-control guys called me.. From the tone of his voice he was really excited.. And i tot i heard "Kau nak kluar.??".. I was like " Whr? Go clubbing again ahh..??"... Then he said " Otak kau lah kluar..!! Pekak pe..?? Kau nak Ular..??".. I was shocked.. " Ular..?? Maner dapat..?" An ular is a snake.. He said he caught it after a call.. He said it was a small green one.. i really wanted it.. then i realised that my mum would totally freak out if she sees it.. My mum is a real spoiler mann.. She bloody hell always freaks out wen she sees any form of wildlife.. From house geckos, which she calls crocodiles, to stray cats under the void deck.. Never allow me to keep any pets.. Bloody hell restraining me mann.. I love just about every animal except for chimpanzees.. I hate them.. nevertheless.. I just love animals..!! Wat i really wanna be is an animal handler wen i grow up but my mum doesn't allow it.. That's the reason why i frequently go to the science centre and hang out by the animals section..

After this got Tajuid class at Darussalam.. I Totally Love it..!!! Every tuesday night, catch me at darussalam.. If any of u wanna ajak me go out, make sure it's not on a tuesday night coz i LOVE my Tajuid class..!! Hope it changes my boring day.......



The One by Limp Bizkit

Dead from all the loneliness
And this is how I feel
Understanding everything has never been my deal
Maybe you have crossed my path
To live inside of me
Or maybe you're the reason why
I'm losing all my decency

Cause I believe that you and me
We could be so...
Happy and free
Inside a world of misery
And I believe that you and me
We could be so...
Inside of you, inside of me
Cause this could be the one
This could be the one(x3)

I've been lookin'(x3)

I've been lookin' for my Mrs Right
But she don't exist
Chemistry is everything
And we're anything but this
Maybe I have crossed your path
And swept you off your feet
Or maybe I'm the reason why you cry at night
Before you sleep

Cause I believe that you and me
We could be so...
Happy and free
Inside a world of misery
And I believe that you and me
We could be so...
Inside of you, inside of me
Cause this could be the one
This could be the one(x3)

But what do you think?
We could give it a try
Cause you never know
Maybe we could be soul mates
But maybe not (maybe not)
But maybe so (maybe so)
If you never try
Then you'll never know
The grass could be greener (could be)
And it will always be greener on the other side
But you.. just never (never) know
This could be the one

I do believe that you and me
We could be so...
Happy and free
Inside a world of misery
And I believe that you and me
We could be so...
Inside of you, inside of me
Cause this could be the one
This could be the one(x3)

But maybe so (maybe so)
But maybe not (maybe not)
Who knows?

If you're alone
I know why..
If you can hide
Then go hide
Away
But I want you to stay, hey
And blow me away, away
I want you to stay
And blow me away
Away
If you're alone
Don't you cry?
If you can hide
Then go hide
Away
I want you to stay, hey
And blow me away, away
Your way
I want you to stay, hey
And blow me away, away
Away
Your way

In the early morn I rushed off to dover mrt to make an appeal for a change of course at Sp.. Already running late.. Somehow I've kinda forgotten about the how damn crowded the peak hour really is..

Sialla today dzaki really dressed up like one mat like dat sia.. then jumadi pulak dressed up like some hip hopper sesat.. LoL..!! Funny lehh.. Then the issue of weilun not posted anywhere was highlighted again.. And as usual we all laugh at him.. Even before JAE appeals start the line to the concourse already so long until the ground floor.. And we tot we were the ones being kiasu.. JAE appeal starts at 830am and were arrived at 8am.. Only to realise that the concourse haven't open.. no wonder lahh.. So when it did open.. We got ourselves some nice seats at the back corner of the lecture hall.. So got a wide view of everything.. Got to see some HOT gurls too.. Hehe.. Feeling rather horny.. Then we lined ourselves up to key in the our appeals into the system.. Siallah.. weilun banyak kesian siul.. All the courses that he is eligible for, he exceed the COP.. LoL..!!

After that went to Ngee Ann poly.. to try our luck.. But i really dowan to go NP lehh.. The majority of my brothers going to SP.. Np got little friends only.. Met shirin, or otherwise known as babe, there.. And she's taller than dzaki.. LoL..!! No offence bro, but the facts never lie.. Hehehe.. Saw a particular hot and CUTE gurl.. Aaarrgghhh...!!!! DAmn hot and cute lehh.. Fuckable and LTC too.. AAaaarrrgghhh...!!! Cannot tahan..!! Aaaarrrrggghhh..!!!

Then we went off to RP.. One of the longest application that weilun and ahmad had to go thru.. And also a glimpse of hope for weilun.. U fail science how to go anywhere..?? Repeat lahh... Coz us so much trouble only lehh... Then we went off to TP which is to the very east of the east of singapore.. Kanina.. Very far lehh.. Nevertheless.. A promise is a promise.. I live by my word no matter the circumstances.. Another ray of hope for weilun to get a course in poly.. All the while we kept on laughing at his situation..

Then went over to bugis street.. I wanna check the bags and accesories and the shirts and the jeans and the.. Aiyah..!! to make it simple.. To check out all the necessary stuff to accesorise myself in poly.. Took note of the prices.. Then bounced of home.. On the train.. jumadi kept on seeking me and dzaki for help.. Help on the increase of his level of horny-ness and how to satisfy it.. I was trully dumb-founded mann.. I was like "Wat the.. I.. I.. I.. i.. Erm.. *gulp*.. Dunno wat to say lehh.." Never in my life have i ever been stuck at the throat by a situation.. never.. Until ahmad jumadi just had to pop this qn.. Alrite let's skip this.. Leave the nitty gritty details for talk in person..

So let weilun's case be a lesson to all.. If u don't like ur science or maths... U just have got to bear with it and do ur best.. U've got to do well in it no matter wat.. Now the courses in poly all go for high criteria for science and maths.. Even courses that don't seem to have use of any science and maths, they somehow need it in their basic requirments.. SO study hard in watever that u do..

Usual sunday morning... First got silat class then go play soccer with the brothers.. This time ahmad came..

Highlight of the day.. Blood..!! Blood..!! And more blood..!! I've got this rather nasty cut just below my ankle.. And while playing soccer, the scab somehow tore off.. And blood started to pour out non-stop..!! Dunno why so much blood just came oozing out.. Maybe bcoz that area is rather close to the flesh so that's why so much blood came pouring out.. At first i just tried to wipe off the blood with my fingers till they became blood-stained but the blood just continued to pour out.. Got no pain lehh.. So i decided to just cover it with my sock.. Sialla..!! skali the blood soaked THRU my socks until still can stain the sides of my shoes..!! The sock became all red around the ankle area.. It was like a sponge.. Once i apply pressure to the red stain.. blood came out.. So it was rather a bloody mess.. Bloody Hell..!! LoL..!! So i stopped myself from playing lahh.. My friends all got freaked out.. "Eh u bleeding really bad lehh.." " Oi.. U bleeding like hell.." and such quotes.. Rather funny to me lahh..

After that my family fetched me and off we were to orchard road.. Dunno what i'm doing there for.. my mum say go and buy a new haversacl All stinky from the physical activity.. wen i enter the car.. i smelt myself and i was like.. "Holly shit..!" So i took the car air freshener and started spraying it all over myself.. So i smelt like the insides of a taxi.. LoL..!! At least much better than the smell of sweat.. My mum.. she say she wanna get a new phone.. She very fussy lehh.. First wan this model.. then wan the other.. At first say wan motorola razr V3i.. the next say wan motorola slvr L7.. In the end never buy.. Say she'll think about it first.. My brother (if that's how i am suppose to call him even though i really don't want have any connections with such an asshole lest even blood ties) wanted to get a new phone too.. He fucker lehh he.. Want this lahh.. that lahh.. Chibai like gurl like dat sia.. Got a school function only want to buy shirt.. My mum want to buy phone he sebok want to buy a new phone too.. I want to buy haversack.. he want to buy one too.. He kanina lehh he...!! Damn fucker..!! He's like only sec 1 and asking for things that a person my age would ask for.. DAMN it mann...!! Luckily my mother know his tricks of getting wat he wants.. He would give a fucked up sad face then my mum would buy him that thing that he wants.. Now she knows his tricks so he won't get it.. Usually if he does that.. I'll punch his face.. I punched his face so many times that my mum always have to stop me..
Tmr going out with ahmad jumadi and weilun to go and make appeals to the necessary polys..

Sometimes in life.. U trip and stumble over something that cannot be avoided.. It's inevitable.. U fall continously.. It just happens.. Then u watch as ur whole life before u crumbles.. Everything changes for the worst.. Nothing ever turns out ur way.. It's like you're trapped in some nightmare that can never be woken up from.. Every turn in life is a bad and sad one.. this is usually common for the ups and downs tha love brings.. Resulting in u changing ur behaviour.. there are those who change for the better.. Or for the worse.. For those changing for the better.. they take this period of melancholy as a test.. A lesson in which to learn from.. A way in which to avoid unnecessary mistakes and to become acclimatised to these types of setbacks so that the heart would be well prepared in future.. I have fell and i have managed to pick myself up again..



Boiler by Limp Bizkit

Looks like I'm a do everything myself
Maybe I could use some help but hell
You want some done right
You gotta do it yourself
Maybe life is up and down but
My life has been what till now
I crawled up your butt somehow
And that's when things got turned around
I used to be alive
I feel pathetic and now I get it
What's done is done
You just leave it alone and don't regret it
But sometimes some things turn into dumb things
And that's when you put your foot down.

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me (like me)
How could you do somebody like that (like that)
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (never coming back).

Looks like I'm a do everything myself (everything myself)
Maybe I could use some help but hell
You want some done right
You just do it yourself (got it)
Maybe life is up and down but
My life has been what till now (got it)
I crawled up your butt somehow (got it)
And that's when shit got turned around (got it)
I used to be alive
I'm so pathetic and now I get it
What's done is doneI know you just leave it alone and don't regret it
But sometimes some things turn into dumb things
And that's when you put your foot down.

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me (like me)
How could you do somebody like that
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (You know that I'm never coming back)

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me (like me)
How could you do somebody like that
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (You know that I'm never coming back).

Depending on you is done
Giving to you is done
No more eating, no sleeping, no living, it's all just more giving to you and I'm done
Depending on you is done
And giving to you is done
No more eating, no sleeping, no living, it's all just more giving to you and I'm done
The hiding from you is done
The lying from you is done
No more eating, no sleeping, no living, it's all just more giving to you and I'm done

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me (like me)
How could you do somebody like that
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (You know that I'm never coming back).

What "better" way to humiliate myself than participate in a damn dance... "Pump It".. Pump it my ass lahh.. Ninabeh.. Luckily some moves cut out from the dance.. Later gotta do the pull-up-ur-pants move.. absolutely humiliating.. Dunno how to explain the humiliation.. Really had a fucked up day mann..

First thing.. In the morning.. find out i never get biomedical science.. got my 7th choice:bioelectronics.. Wat the fuck..??!! Then ahmad jumadi, wei loon and I rushed to SP to go and appeal lahh.. Ahmad got MI.. LoL..!! He dowan to go MI just like me.. That place is one of a hell hole sia... Then wei loon even more poor thing ahh.. He never get posted anywhere.. I dunno whether to laugh or to pity him.. Funny sia.. then we got lost in SP trying to find the admission office.. the campus damn big sia.. finally found it.. damn packed.. skali one of the staff paste on the front door that the JAE appeals only on the 6th and 7th of march.. So monday then.. That wei loon always curse us when we chuckle about his situation.. He all talk no action lah he..

After that went to pray at arrabitha.. Then must go back to school instruct the stupid "Pump it" dance.. Was hell man.. Long time never feel the stagefright and the sweltering heat of the stage lights.. Perspiring like a pig mann.. That Bao Xian last minute pangseh me.. So got no friend on stage except for Martin and that over enthusiastic Elina.. Felt like a dumbass on stage.. The students not sporting lehh.. But the last part, the train part really came from the idea of the graduation night train that me and my bros did.. But funny lahh.. they look like small kids like dat running around the hall in one straight line like one big snake sia.. LoL..!! Samuel and syed say i do the dance moves cool and relaxed only.. My answer to that was.. " I'm not cool, I'm slick.." then went to band room and slack.. then go kfc and eat.. then go gym.. then go eat kfc again.. jelak siul...


I'm Not Cool.. I'm Slick..

My Lovely Gurl Best Friend

This entry is entirely dedicated to the wonderful friendship that I have with Jorence Ng Bao Xian..

Well.. We've been friends for 2 years now.. And throughout this time, we have bonded ever closely.. We weren't really that close at first.. Until came the year 2005.. Our form teacher Mr Ben Tan attempted to strengthen my class' unity and he made a particular seating plan.. And i found myself sitting right next to Bao Xian.. It's basic human nature to talk and interact with a friend at such close proximity.. And that's wat we did..

We did many things together.. We laughed together.. We studied together.. We suan people together.. We sang together.. We danced together.. We even CRIED together.. We comforted each other when either of us were down.. We had fun together in times of euphoria..

As she's the only close gurl friend that I have.. I got to experience a rare insight into the world of a gurl.. From her delicate feelings.. Her fragile emotions.. her interesting behaviour.. Her moods Her tastes.. her likes and dislikes.. etc.. And vice versa too of coz.. I'm the only guy she can trust without taking advantage of her in any way..

It is thru the times of sorrow that we have bonded so close together.. Most of the time she's the one always feeling down.. There was a particular moment, a day where she could no longer stand the pressure and stress of the then "O" lvls that she ultimately broke down and fell.. It took a whole lot of comforting and even tears from me and the assistance of Ben Tan to get her up standing tall and proud again.. To retrieve her from the dark menacing hole that she unfortunately fell into..

From the advice of Ben Tan, I was to keep the most of my attention on her.. Monitoring her progress.. It was a promise i made to Ben Tan.. To look after Bao Xian.. It is a promise that i will never break.. I always had to report her progress to him.. I went thru with her a series of what Ben Tan called "rehabilitation periods"... I was to talk to her over lunch.. To keep her letting out her frustrations, her problems, to lift the weight of her shoulders.. I was to take care of her from unnecessary mishaps.. I became her counsellor, her helping hand, her shoulder on which to cry on, her listening ear, her blanket of security and ultimately her best friend..

It is thru these moments that we spend together that the feelings of friendship really cement itself.. From then on.. We have always been together as best friends of coz.. there was a moment where people taught we were a couple.. How immature..!! We have always regarded ourselves as best friends, no more no less.. Well... There is a point in life where you have to part ways.. But we always keep in touch though.. Calling and sms-ing each other.. She's the one with always asking questions about this, about that..

I do cherish all the moments that i spend with her.. In times of happiness and in times of sorrow.. I've come to enjoy all the times i've spent with her.. It's like having a bubbly sister.. Somehow i have come to love her company.. I love her.. She's the Bestest best friend that i have ever made in my life...

Love ya gurl..

Twis..!!

Sometimes in a moment of your life.. You ask yourself why.. Why this..?? why that..?? I'm sure everyone has a moment whr they repent on their past mistakes or things that they should-have-done, should-not-have-done.. There's really one particular question that i always have to ponder over..

Why..?? Why..?? Why did i have to hurt my right knee/patella so much..?? Why..?? Oh why..?? Now i can't do many things without hurting my knee.. An accident just had to happen.. Was it the 23th of march 2002 or something like that..?? i just remember it's the early part of the year.. I nearly got run over by a pick-up truck.. Nearly run over does mean i got a hard knock.. the vehicle braked just in time but it also crashed into my right side.. damaging my knee in the process.. Bloody driver..!! Green man, i walk, you cannot wait, you just turn, you langgar me.. u idiot lehh... i dunno wat obscenity to use to describe ur stupidity..!! Then u say u cannot see me.. ( i was rather short back then).. or maybe it was you who was too short and can't even look over the dashboard.. Playing soccer was also painful.. I can no longer shoot the ball.. I can only give high balls..

In the same year, i hurt it again.. this time playing soccer at the school court on national day's eve... there was blood everywhere until kena my shorts and i look like i had mensus..

then i came to terms with the injury.. Hoping that it would no longer hinder me.. From sec 2 all the way to the end of sec 3 i was enjoying it.. the pain was gone.. And i tot it was over forever.. i still couldn't shoot a grounder ball.. But that was nothing.. I got other ways to hit the ball hard..

Then i hurt it again.. the early part of year 2005.. representing GESS in the annual soccer tournament.. Last match of GESS's season.. Against Fairfield.. We were leading 3-0.. i had made two assists.. one was a dummy for syaq's goal (very funny lehh, syaq called my name then i answer, then the stupid keeper went out the box to come towards me and syaq had an open goal for him to score).. the other was a shot that rebounded of the keeper into the path of aloysius.. Then one of our players kena red card then that stupid Ang ghim chee just had to make changes.. he put me behind with the defenders.. How am i suppose to play a defender when my body already tuned up for attacking when i had been playing the last 70mins as a striker..?? then the fairfield coach clever sia.. he put in one fucking fast striker.. Syed and i had trouble keeping him away from the box.. then at one moment i had to make a last ditched tackle to stop him.. Stopped him i did and i also hurt that same knee again..

Then got malay dance.. aggravated the injury again during one of the rehearsal for the 120th dinner where roslina elbowed me in the nose.. I fell backwards and my knee twisted under me.. That hurt a lot...

Then came the national day eve's match.. "b" division '05 versus "b"division '06.. u guessed it, again.. the worse injury to my knee.. Twisted my knee really bad.. could hardly run lest even walk.. the doctor said i had hurt my patella and the ligaments around it real bad.. Had to put on a knee supporter.. Cannot play soccer for 3 months..

Well.. that's a summary about my knee injury.. Really have me asking myself "why" i had to injure it so much.. Wish the pain would go away for good...