BLINDED...

I dunno why today ahh... I was always blinded by something.. LoL..!! It's kinda funny though.. First.. i was blinded by the light from the class projector.. not once.. but thrice...!! LoL..!! Everytime i passed by the projector i'll be like "Owww....!!!".. then my classmates would go on laughing.. LoL..!! Secondly.. The sun.. Not once.. but thrice again.. while going down to FC4 during my break i stretched my body and looked up and "Oww...!!".. My friends laughed at me again.. Then wen going to T4 to hand up my assignments.. i turned the corner and "Oww...!!"... LoL..!! my friends were really laughing their socks off..!! They say today i real suay... kena blinded so many times...

Does studying wif ur footwear off in cold room really helps..?? LoL..!! For me.. I would never do that... *bbbbrrrrr*.. too cold.. LoL..!!

Two people wearing green... Is it the bond..?? Or just purely coincidence..?? LoL..!! Only God knows..

Damn..!! I'm still sick.. Nauseatic.. yet having stomachaches.. go toilet.. cannot shit neither vomit.. Damn.. The feeling really is bad..

Another boring day.. Digital electronics getting harder by the day.. it's easy to catch and understand but damn hard to use/apply.. lunch was troublesome.. had to stand for about 15 mins before i could get a seat.. met kak lela though.. Had the normal chicken rice.. damn.. by stomach was really feeling like it was gonna burst..

C++ was boring.. Yet somehow frustratingly difficult.. Maths was something new.. Complex numbers.. quite easy to understand the first part.. i scored a 39 and a half upon 40 for one of the previous years' MSTs.. waaaaahhhh..... *sobsob*... I lost half a mark for a careless mistake.. waaahhhh..... Chialat ahh...

Damn.. i'm sick.. but i've been thru worst.. doesn't matter.. Not that i'm afraid to see a doctor.. but it's damn troublesome and right now.. there seems to be a rush for time.. so no time to see doctor.. maybe over the weekend.. that is if i haven't recovered by then...

*Yawnn*.. another boring sunday.. at least that's wat i tot at first.. silat class was rather empty.. not much ppl attended.. Abg khairul taught us a new step... It was damn cool as he demonstrated for us.. Ice cold..!! Well... looks can be deceiving.. and i was deceived.. it was damn hard to execute.. yet the "cool-ness" of the move encouraged me to give it my best.. really... really damn confusing.. the separate hand movements was driving me nuts.. one hand was to rotate this way and the other hand another way.. Still haven't got it right yet.. Nevertheless i'm gonna practice at home..

The sky was really dark in the morning.. When i took the bus home.. it started pouring.. Mann.. it was cold.. there's nothing much enjoyable then sitting in a bus in a long-ride watching the world pass by.. went to jurong point.. bought some stuff.. the rain had lessened.. So i decided to walk home.. And walked home i did.. in the cool, light rain.. the feeling of the crystal water running thru my hair.. damn nice.. Have to study.. C++ and DE now getting much more complicated..

2 more days...

Archery.. after a week from the camp.. i waited for thesh to come.. Met up wif thesh.. The field was alrdy set up.. Aww... too bad.. i find laying out the tape rather weirdly fun.. *wierd laughter*... Well.. got onto grps of 3 and started the shooting.. My form seems to have improved.. Anchor point problem solved.. now only left release.. got lots of yellow shots.. in terms of shots.. i need to work on my grouping.. damn.. all my shots always end up in a triangular sort of pattern.. Grouping fiz.. grouping..

The weather was sweltering hot...!!!!!!!! Even though i put on sunblock.. i could feel and watched in dismay as my skin burned under the scorching sun and i started to become darker... Finished the shooting at ard 1pm.. went to pray zuhur first.. weather damn hot sia.. praying zuhur also i perspired profusely.. Answered several sms-es.. especially one which i have never answered b4 yet i managed to somehow answer it wif most sincererity.. Went to Old chang kee.. bought my favourite sardine-o curry puffs.. i just love 'em.. the pastry exterior somehow locks the heat of the fillings within.. so wen u bite into them it'll be most tantalising... I just love getting my tongue burnt.. just love the rough texture of the tongue wen it get's burnt.. LoL..!! wierd.. i know.. Went home.. had a nice cold bath and then catch some Zs..

I need to study alot..!!!!!!! Aaaarrrggghhhh....!!!!!!!!!!!! C++... Digital Electronics is driving me CRAZY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAaaaaaarrrrrrgggggggHHhhhh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 more days and the jinx would be over...
I WANT it to last...!!!!!

Wahh....!!!!!!! Today really started with a damn suay day for me mann... First.. i failed my DE test.. luckily it's not counted... Then going to friday prayers i nearly waited for an hour for the bus.. Abt 50 mins++.. After friday prayers even more suay.. waited for the damn bus for 1 and a half hours..!!!! It was really getting on my nerves.. Abg khairul, his cousin and I were fidgeting and were constantly pacing the whole length of the busstop.. Damn were we pissed.. I could take it anymore.. I leaped up from my seat shouting "Buay tahan ahh...!!!! Take cab larh..!!" And took a cab we did... really frustrating lorr.. lucky the weather not so hot.. the sky spoke of rain to come.. Didnt go for self-revision.. Too tired and pissed off.. Instantaneuosly went home..

Before that i had my lunch at jurong point banquet.. meeting up wif ahmad later.. Well... Met up wif ahmad then bounced off to my home.. Ahmad played my Xbox for a moment b4 he went for his hockey training..

Haiz..Damn tired sia.. Nvm.. Tmr got archery.. Can at least meet my peeps...
I certainly am..

Normal wednesday... Maybe normal.. Maths was rather frustratingly boring.. i didn't have my breakfast so i was kinda restless and thirsty.. Finally when it ended.. My friends and i were heading to our usual lunch foodcourt, FC3, Food Haven.. had the usual.. chicken talk.. No.. ur eyes are not playing on u.. really.. chicken talk.. sat down.. talk cock... waited for structured programming..

well.. a brief recap on monday's programming lesson.. tai wing hung was rather pissed of coz all the gurls except for falina ponteng the class.. Even that useless class leader , Si jie.. dunno how to be a role model also go and ponteng.. And he's the only guy there.. Like he wants to impress a gurl who alrdy has a boyfren.. Like ur gonna get her.. Their reason for their absence.. Want to celebrate jane's birthday.. Bloody hell ahh...!!! After school can celebrate wat.. Dunno how to set priorities straight.. Then yijia and the others wanted to rebel against tai wing hung by wearing black for today's programming lesson.. Konon-konon nak rebel hari ni ahh.. wahh.. they alrdy prepared for their "rebellion" early in the morning alrdy... In front of maths class while waiting for ms quek to come.. wahh.. they very semangat sehh planning how to rebel.. Then wen it was the actual programming class.. wahh... sit down keep quiet only.. refuse to answer tai wing hung's qns.. if answer also in a soft tone.. Bodoh..!! want to rebel for the wrong purpose for wat..??!! No fucking point..!! U lose out also.. bodoh..!! Nak mampus..!! i was damn irritated and annoyed.. As tai wing hung isolated the "rebels" to a corner of the room.. I was shouting.. "Rebellion ahh..??!! wat bullshit..!!".. "just now so enthu about rebelling now so quiet..".. even the sialan in my class also not wif them.. i was constantly shouting "rebellion ahh..?! my ass..!!" across the room...

well the drama ended there.. Next was an AIDS talk at the convention centre.. LoL..!! It really is dat damn funny lorr... didn't go for RC.. was busy helping firdaus wif maths.. Met the canoeist gessians at FC5 using the swimming pool... Surprisingly.. Mr "botak" Goh.. still remember me.. So i went up to him then shook hands.. then mr goh introduced me to the canoeists.. "this one here ur senior.. last time malay dance and Lee cheng yan house captain..".. Some of the gessians recognised me and just nodded their heads.. It was real amazing mann.. it was like i'm some kind of celebrity like dat sia.. Even my friends who were wif me said "wahh... somebody famous sehh.."... LoL..!! I'm not famous.. LoL..!!

Well... that's about it..

My extreme condolences for Proof... D12 is never complete without you.. Rest In Peace..

Just got back from SP Archery club's first ever archery camp...!!!!! It's sooo fun....!!!!!! Yet it came at a price though.. Energy.. Lots & lots of energy... Damn tired sia the whole camp but still worth it.. Here's the breakdown of wat happened during the 3 days..

Friday 19/5

I was really behaving like a one dumb cuckoo.. I really had no friends to accompany me to camp.. Nadiah offered to accompany me though.. but she's got her friends.. Well.. I just sat down by FC5 watching ppl play soccer wen nadiah found me and asked me to go gather for the camp.. I was so engrossed in watching soccer i lost track of the time.. LoL..!! Nadiah now chubbier sia.. LoL..!! OK.. So nadiah went off wif her friends and left me thr by the field.. So i decided to make friends lorr.. Made 2 particular friends.. Bertram and Shravan.. So we just sat there and gave an overview of our backgrds until the camp started.. The camp was delayed due to certain "late-comers".. Skali got one particular guy by the name of taufik.. And he really is one of those sialan mouthed nerds who deserves to get the shit beaten out of him.. Alrdy come late.. yet can come and make so much noise.. Even the quartermaster (QM) Jack "the Bear" was abit stunned at first by how rude he was to him.. I was like "sialla.. Dah archery kurang melayu.. kasi bad impression pulak".. I was thinking.. "ok.. ok.. Just don't get him in my way then things would be fine.." So when the camp really did start... I was breathing a sigh of relief.. We were introduced to our respective group leaders (GLs).. I realise hor.. Got quite a number of senior gessians in archery.. There's timothy, amir and two other guys whom i forgotten their names.. So basic intro to the other grp members then had a game of whack-o.. Double whack-o was fun..!! BUt bertram really spoilt it coz he didn't participate that well.. Oh well... Nadiah and i proceeded to carry out our prayers.. as it was alrdy dark.. Nadiah was rather spooked by the environment being so dark.. And she was like.. "Hafiz u not scared uhh..??".. Knowing that she was scared.. I went on to irritate her by telling her my experiences wif the "supernatural" all the way to the tempat sembahyang.. She was freaking out.. LoL..!! " UUuuuhhh...!!! Stop it..!!" then she'll cover her ears and shake her head.. LoL..!!! Had prayers done so went back to games.. wen we reached the hall.. I was like "wtf is going on in here..??".. It was a game to dress our GLs to be as sexy as possible in the other sex.. So leonard, my GL, was dressed up as a gurl..!! LoL..!! He had balloons for huge "boobs"..!! LoL..!! After dat was done.. it was down to being sent to our bunks and call it a day.. Lights out was at 12am..

Saturday 20/5

I couldn't really sleep dat much.. It was damn cold in the room.. I was waking up every half an hour till i couldn't take it any more and went to sit outside the bunk at ard 450am.. So i sat down there and watch as the nearby skaters club carry out the final part of their night walk.. So iwas just sitting by the corridor in total darkness, staring into total darkness.. The buildings all had their lights off.. Besides.. i was meeting up wif nadiah at 530am.. Going for morning bath.. and the nearest toilet with bathrooms was at the sports hall.. A dark long walk.. I had to accompany her mahh.. Not inside the toilet lahh.. I have to bathe also.. Showed her moonlight.. After bathe then proceeded back to the room then again to the tempat sembahyang at T14.. That taufik was with us as he wanted to come pray too.. Biaser ahh.. Melayu kalau ader org melayu lain mesti bergaul.. So he "bergaul" with me ahh.. It was like having an irritating mosquito buzzing at my ear.. As he was older than me i asked him to lead the prayers.. And he messed it all up..!!! GGggrrrrr.... I had to hide my dislike for him from him though..

We had a rather slack morning PT.. Had to run 2 rounds ard the track.. Dat taufik challenge me to chiong the last lap.. I left him trailing in my dirt.. Eat my dust u all talk moron..!! Mwahahahaha..!! Damn i'm evil.. LoL..!! Breakfast was doughnuts.. had dodgeball games after that.. Then it was off to the archery range.. *snigger*.. I love it.. 5 hours of pure in-the-blistering-hot-sun of training.. Now my form has improved.. only need to concentrate on anchor point, grip and release.. No more body senget ehh timothy.. LoL..!! I really need to buy one of those chest guards.. the bowstring keeps on hitting my chest and my left pectoral really hurts.. had lunch then continued with the shooting.. The seniors tried to do a simultaneous shooting session which was reall funn..!!! In a straight line they stood with drawn bow in hand, then at a command, they released their arrows upon the target.. really.. nice to watch and hear the thud of arrows in the traget board.. Then had water games.. damn funny..!! The water balloons wen thrown didn't really burst so the one who got thrown at had the perfect revenge of using the same balloon dat was thrown at him... LoL..!! Then after a short wash-up and prayers.. went down to have our dinner.. then had a candle game.. as it was dark.. nobody could differentiate their own teammates.. so wen my candle was extinguished.. I went to the opponents base to light my candle there then burn their raffia string from it.. LoL..!! Some were even dumb enuff to come to my candle at relight their candles from it.. LoL...!!

Then had a photo hunt which was really fun but damn tiring.. Some freaky things happened too.. As my group split up to cover more ground.. i found myself with the only 3 gurls in my grp.. We had to go to FC1 which was at the eastern wing of the camous.. As it was alrdy 1053pm.. Were in a bit of a rush.. As the whole campus had the lights out at 11 so we didn't want to find ourselves in the middle of ol' spooky T4, 5, 6.. So we went by the back.. On the way there.. By W4 to FC1.. we came across 2 couples.. who were looking all ard them as if they were lost.. Thinking it was nothing.. we carried on our way.. After dat.. we came to realise that we just missed the total lights out of the previously mentioned blocks.. So we had to walk pass W4 again.. This time.. wen we passed by it.. i came across a rather "strange" smell.. the notorious warning sign of a certain supernatural being.. I tot it was just my imagination playing tricks wif me until lilian said " i don't like this place.. got one smell..".. then syikin piped in "Yahh.. got some kind of smell".. Instantaneously i knew it wasn't me.. i had to protect the gurls in some kind of way.. To keep them calm and not freak them out.. so i said.."yahh.. the smell of my fart.. faster walk.. No time alrdy.." And the senior adellia knew i was covering-up and said she can smell my fart.. We instantaneously got the hell outta there.. Never in my life have i ever felt such an immense ominous feel.. Never... I was freaked out myself.. it was too "strong".. if u know wat i mean.. I could feel as if we were we being followed and watched.. I was constantly looking over my shoulder.. which i certainly should not have done.. lucky never see "it"... And we just walked briskly and as fast as our tired, cramping legs could go... Damn.. After the whole thing was over.. we retired back to the archery clubhouse.. there.. Adellia talked to me about that "experience" and praised me of how well i dealt with the situation.. Damn.. i'm the only guy there in charge of "protecting" 3 gurls.. I was feeling rather ominous and nauseatic.. damn.. it was freaky..

Sunday 21/5

I really didn't sleep thru out the night.. I was damn worried.. how am i suppose to go and bathe..?? as well as to accompany nadiah to bathe at FC5 after wat i experienced last night.. That "thing" could be following any one of my grpmates including me.. If "it" were to be following me then i would have found myself, as well as brought nadiah, into a rather "freaky" experience.. If i brought the "doom" upon myself it would be "fine".. But to bring a close friend into this "doom" was wwwaaaaayyyy out of the qn.. I'll never forgive myself if dat shld ever happen.. So i came to a final conclusion dat we go pray w/o bathing first... After prayers.. proceeded to morning PT.. Then on to breakfast.. Then some games.. lunch.. damn dat taufik came back.. not without his rude banter.. Always full of his lame comments that the GLs esp the AQM James had to force a fake smile of laugh.. then finally shooting.. We set up the field as well as setting up our bows which was real fun and interesting.. We had to shoot at balloons pinned to the target board... i got two balloons.. When it came to the end wif only 1 balloon left on the target board.. The seniors were competin wif each other to shoot that last balloon.. And dat show-off taufik decide to join in.. None of the seniors hit it.. The penalty for taufik to intervene into the seniors was to pick up the trash on the field if he didn't burst dat balloon.. And guess wat, he missed..!! Mwahahahaha...!! Pick up the trash u asshole..!!
I really am trying my best to come to terms wif wat i came across last night.. It really has made an impact in me..


In an overall overview of the camp.. It really is dat damn fun.. I enjoyed myself for the most part of it..

Own time.. Own target.. *twang*..

Damn..!! I dunno how worse to start my day.. Firstly my Arsenal lost the champions league *sobsob*.. Damn, idiotic referee.. Oh well.. Complaining makes no sense now.. *sobsob*..

My fingers have grown swollen from yesterday's rock-climbing.. I can't even carry my laptop without switching hands every 10 seconds.. It really hurt.. Then i dunno for some reason.. My balls started hurting.. LoL..!! Dunno why leh.. I'm not pervertic but it really hurt in the morning.. LoL..!! I had to walk rather.. rather.. "awkwardly".. LoL..!! I really couldn't stand the pain.. My friends were all laughing hystarically at me as i grimaced and groaned in pain.. I had to even do some "yoga streching" to ease the pain there.. Still didn't work so i slept the pain away.. It was a 2hr long make-up tutorial.. So no harm done in sleeping in it..

After i woke up.. The pain wasn't there anymore. Guess my balls really needed to rest.. must be that bad fall i made y'day during rock-climbing.. LoL..!! Now the problem of CIP is settled.. Can relax abit..

Haiz... Tmr got archery camp.. I'm gonna be all alone.. Nadiah pls teman me.. I so malu sia alone there.. me frens all pangseh me..

SPRC rocks..!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaarrrrrggggghhhh...!!!!

Had my second test in SP today.. C++ test.. got a 98/100.. Good.. But not good enuff.. It's never enuff until i get my AD distinction.. High expectations ehh.. Oh well.. Maths.. Boring.. As usual.. Looked out the window and just stared into the sky..

Lin Kaung and Jumadi pangseh me for RC.. Lin Kaung had library club duty and ahmad fell sick.. Grr.. weakling.. Luckily got khalaf to accompany me.. Well.. I made new friends though.. RC really is fun.. Imagine the euphoria of blood gushing in ur veins as u stand clinging to the wall as the wind blows thru ur hair and the adrenaline of being at such a great height just lifts ur spirits.. Haaaahhhhhh..... Pretty tiring though.. My first attempt at the wall was rather not good as i fell quite often.. Once i got my groove on.. I was like Nightcrawler.. LoL..!! Had to stand there clinging onto the tiles for 2 and a half minutes.. short break.. then another 2 and a half minutes of gruelling, arm-numbing, finger clenching wall clinging.. was to built endurance.. Oh well.. Had real fun.. Haiz.. Archery very leceh lehh.. 3 days straight i go to the club house and sure got something they ask me to return tmr.. Tmr must pay the camp fee.. just now they turn me down coz they out of receipts.. then friday's the actual camp... *sighhh*.. Hen le ehh...


Tonite's the night... Arsenal or Barcelona..??

I have a strand of hair which is coloured differently from the others.. It's not white nor is it grey.. It's kinda of a mix of gold and red.. As it's located on my fringe.. Ppl often see it.. And when they see it.. They give one dumb qn.. "U dye ur hair ahh..??"... I'll be like "Goddamnit.. How dumb can u ppl get..?? Who in the world dyes a SINGLE strand of hair..??".. It's natural.. The strand of golden red hair is natural.. I used to have three strands until my dumb friend plucked them out to show me.. Not that i'm making a big fuss over hair (unlike some) but it's the qns that ppl give wen they see my golden red hair.. It really pissess me off.. Oh well.. When KokHow saw it.. He said that it's evil..!! *wicked snigger*... I'm evil... LoL..!!!

Soccer.. The beautiful game that i love.. This section is about the equipment brand that players use.. Basically.. I'll write about 2 particular brands that i have used.. Nike and Adidas

Nike.. Probably the most highly rated brand for the game of soccer.. Even featuring it's own commercial series.. Basically.. Nike's brand of soccer apparel concentrates mainly on the speed, finishing and touch aspects of football.. Mosts of its soccer boots are built to conform to the speed of the game.. Making the boots ever lighter to let the player feel as if he were running barefoot.. Basically.. Nike is for fast paced players with the deftest of touches.. Nike is for freestyle players...

Adidas.. Probably the most sponsoring of brands.. Sponsoring the most prestigious of soccer tournaments.. From the UEFA Champions League to the FIFA World Cup.. Adidas concentrates on the technical aspects of the game.. Durability, comfort, control and power... Concentrating on these aspects of the game evidently shows my favour for this brand.. i'm gonna talk about this brand quite a lot.. I'm a technical player.. And so are the players sponsored by this brand.. Players such as Kaka, Zidane, Vieira, David Beckham and, my favourite, Michael Ballack.. These players are midfield generals.. Controlling the pace of the game.. Dominating the pitch.. The boots are built with extreme concentration to these aspects of the game.. With technology such as it’s trademark grooves on the insides of the shoes to provide maximum control of the ball and also target hitting when delivering crisp crosses and curling free-kick.. And also to provide those long range missiles of shots at goal.. Notice how adidas players always score by delivering shots from outside the box.. Adidas is for technical, midfield generals...

Liverpool.. Gerrard.. Wat an intense match..!! Gerrard.. Thx for proving to the world how technical players do their stuff and bang in the goals.. Hate west ham.. especially alan pardew who proposed that every EPL team has to have at least an Englishman in the playing squad... now watch me alan as i do the "pardew shake" in ur face..!!!

I don't know mann...

The more i think of Sparkles.. the harder reality smacks me in the face.. I mean a gurl like her.. And a guy like me.. Together..?? Hell NO...!! It will never happen.. Even if i do get her for some weird reason.. am i able to satiate her..?? I don't think so.. i never did.. Having an immense admiration for her is like a shadow in a thought.. Hopeless.. A sophisticated gurl like her can never be with a simple guy like me.. Liking her is just a way for me to drift away in wat's left of those considered worthy fantasies.. It's a fact that i have to live with.. I mean.. wat is there for me to offer her?? Or any other gurl..?? I don't have good looks.. i don't have the money.. All i have to offer is heart.. And wat value does heart have to offer in this age..?? None.. No value.. nothing.. like a single raindrop falling to the earth.. Small and not worth anything.. No significant value of sorts.. Tell me.. Which gurl does not aspire to be with a guy who can give her all she wants and needs..?? To be pampered with gifts for every date that they meet each other.. For a year i sat in the company of gurls who go around talking, giggling of how rich they want their husbands to be.. wat cars they want their husbands to drive.. wat gifts they expect him to buy for them.. And i just sit thr listening to them.. Listening as each word sunders my heart.. And they can even ask me for my opinion.. And i just give them a brief, half-hearted smile and just shake my head.. And living wif this fact of life really hurts me within dat everytime this problem comes up, it feels almost natural.. it's like my heart has been hit by so much sorrow that it has somehow turned HOLLOW.. It's like i don't feel anything anymore..

I'm Hollow...

Simple, ordinary day in a simpleton's simple life.. Math's.. boring.. but i kept myself busy wif doodling and helping firdaus wif the maths.. Occasionally looked out the window.. Stare at the dark clouds that really spoke of rain to come.. watched people play street soccer down below.. Just stared into the distance until firdaus asks for help or the teacher goes on to something new.. which is really rare for her to teach something new in the first term.. So i just stared outside.. thoughts ran thru my mind.. Many thoughts.. Coming to the end of the lesson, my teacher showed us 2 video clips of 2 cute lil gurls singing.. the first lil malay gurl was nice.. The 2nd featured a lil korean gurl dressed in the traditional korean costume singing a cute song.. I really like the korean gurl..!!

Well.. I saw that Np gurl again.. I call her Sparkles.. As everytime i see her and take a glimpse at her face.. Her eyes always sparkles.. She really is dat cute and hot and beautiful and sexy..!! *sigh*.. If only i can have her.. that'll be a miracle.. *sigh*..

Programming was fun.. I've now mastered the ways of C++... First to finish 2 assignments and get them correct.. As well as writing down the respective pseudocodes... I'm all prepared for the test next week..
Tmr.. we're gonna celebrate ruth's birthdae which falls on the 12th.. so gonna be a surprise early b'day..

I love Sparkles..!!


Here's the lil gurl..

A rather big day today.. I went out with my peeps today.. As early as 11am.. LoL..!! dat's considered early in my gang's terms.. I went to send sin hua the physics textbook dat he wanted at tiong than bounced off to somerset.. Reached thr to only find dzaki.. Well.. as the others are sure gonna be late.. we went to the Heeren first.. Went to the top most lvl.. dzaki was in search of a ring to replace his broken One Ring.. We went to a shop called Xfactory.. boy thr were lots of metallic ornaments ard.. I saw some really pretty pendants which had nice crystals.. Dzaki didn't preferred any of the rings thr so we went out.. Sam met up wif us followed by des.. left ahmad and ian.. Ian had to do some kinda project so we went off to far east plaza.. Finally found a shop which had a ring of dzaki's liking.. it was the Witch King's ring.. It's rather freaky mann.. The gem in the middle is a red eyed wreathed in flames.. And it had 2 menacing looking skulls beside it.. Plus.. it had that medieval gothic type of design embossed all around it.. Wat to expect.. WitchKing wat.. The ring freaks me out really..

After that we sat off on our way to marina square whr ian was.. Ahmad as usual.. all talk than after that pangseh.. We walked all the way to marina square from far east plaza.. far sia.. But we enjoyed it nonetheless.. We always like to walk around.. Dunno why.. Usually it's from cineleisure to suntec.. LoL..!! Met up wif ian but he was still doing his project.. so we went to the foodcourt to eat.. Sialla ian hairstyle now like Beatles sia.. But at least better then the last "wolfman" hairdo.. LoL..!! Ate.. Joked around.. Caught up wif each other's lives and such.. Really never see ian in a long time.. So we go jalan-jalan abit.. Go cityhall, citylink mall.. Then go funan.. then went back to citylink mall again.. then went back to dhoby ghaut.. Lots of walking.. LoL..!! Went to play LAN games.. Dota first.. whr i teamed up wif ian to pawn dzaki and sam.. LoL..!! It was fun.. As all of us used random heroes.. Then went to plaza sing to eat.. then went back to play LAN.. this time play Battle for Middle-Earth II... The game really rocks..!! New and REALLY inmproved..!! Fantastic, remarkable..!! We bounced off home at about 1030pm like dat.. damn late sia... LoL..!! Now it's raining heavily.. Thunderstorm.. lightning flashes here and there.. Thunder rumble in the distance and go booming the daylights outta me..

Gonna be a cold night...

Boredom took a hold of me.. I really got nothing to do.. So i went to all sorts of websites.. Not all those "funny-funny" ones of coz.. Youtube lahh... blogger lahh.. nikefootball.com lahh... And such.. I went to friendster to just go check it out.. Look at those who viewed me and such.. Then i realise.. Somewhat i noticed dat i have very little testimonials.. Barely even 50.. to be exact 46..!! Wat the hell..??!!! And i realise something though.. The testimonials i got at the very beginning.. the earlier ones.. All are long winded and telling of how much a weirdo, joker and a nice guy i am... I really lack testimonials.. I guess ppl just know me for a few years then forget all abt it.. I need more long-winded testimonials again..!!!


Nothing much today though.. Usual boring day in SP.. After friday prayers, i went back to school to do some self -study.. I'm gonna have my first test in SP..!! A practical test.. So i stayed back and did my stuff.. Meanwhile, dzaki came over to my class and played with my laptop.. Heck.. Dzaki, the lab technician and I were the only ones in the two-class big lab... Did my stuff until about 5pm.. Waited for ahmad jumadi.. Talk about CCAs.. I think i wanna join rock-climbing, speed climbing section..


Well.. I just came back from a "wrestling match".. I had to wrestle my lil bro home.. he was screaming and struggling.. Dunno why.. B4 dat i had to get my mum down to help me deal wif the situation.. My siblings, they all fear me.. I'm their disciplinarian.. I called my mum down as i know i couldn't let my brother's babysitter see my "disciplinary skills".. It's just not of me to show my true anger.. Those outbursts of rage and anger dat u guys normally see are just attention seeking.. My true anger and rage is somewhat.. Quiet.. Ask my preddys esp sam and ahmad rezduan if u guys don't believe me.. They have seen me got into fights and of coz seen me in my true rage and anger.. It's just oh so quiet as i strike.. Fast, hard and effective.. Funny ehh.. a guy who raises his voice for the fun of looking angry and yet being damn silent when real mad.. Funny.. Weird..


I chatted wif yijia on MSN.. Talked about wat an asshole *he-who-shall-not-be-named* was.. And how rude he was to her.. He really embarassed yijia in front of everybody.. Just comforting her and telling her that she need not be afraid of such jerks.. As the majority of the class don't like him either and we would always be thr to protect innocent classmates against such wannabe bullies.. We chatted about our personal lives.. She said that i'm a nice guy *blushing*.. The first gurl to tell me this in SP and the 4th person to tell me.. the last was my maths lecturer.. LoL..!! Yijia said that i had good signs of having a gurl of my own.. And i really shocked her to say that i didn't have one..


tmr going out with my peeps.. Not the junior ones though.. they got exams.. LoL..!! going the heeren, cineleisure.. somewhr there larhh...


I'm Nice.. *blushing*

My skin needs to BREATHE...!!!!!!!!!

I'm beginning to realise that i'm cold-warm blooded.. Sounds funny doesn't it..?? U see... In hot temperatures.. I burn up.. My body temperature goes up.. My body perspires profusely as it tries to bring my body heat down... In cold temperatures.. I lose extreme body heat.. Even wearing a layered top, sometimes the outer layer is a long-sleeved shirt i'll be feeling damn cold.. And u guys shld know dat when i get cold.. I become freaky.. So in other words.. When it's hot, i get real hot.. When it's cold, i'll freeze my butt up.. I'm a mammal.. And all mammals are warm-blooded (like duhh..) But my body behaves like i'm cold blooded.. So i classify myself as cold-warm blooded.. LoL..!!

My skin needs to breathe... To get rid of excess heat especially in this climate.. I'm never gonna wear clothes that are tightly woven that i instantaneously perspire upon wearing them.. No more uhlsport shirt.. No more of that green Nike shirt that i have.. My skin just can't breathe.. No air is circulated upon my skin... I need more clothings with technology such as ClimaCool(t) and Dri-fit(t)... IN simple words... I need MORE jerseys.. Long-sleeved and short-sleeved.. I'm really proving myself weird...

Turning Punk-ier by the minute...

Dat's wat Yam told me.. LoL..!! He become like one grandmother like dat.. Nag.Nag.Nag only.. Nag about my hair change lahh.. the way i dress lahh.. the way i talk lahh.. The fact that i'm keeping a goatee.. "wahh... Act punk arhh u..!!" LoL..!!! Damn funny sia... Sathesh was laughing histarically... !! Am i really turning punky..?? I dunno.. It's for others to decide..

But wat kind of punk doesn't listen to rock bands Huh..?? Dat's me... LoL..!! Kena nagged by roslina for living my life much as a weirdo.. Not listening to rock music larhh.. MCR larh.. Avenged sevenfold alrhh.. And all those emo rock music.. LoL..!! I prefer to be an enigma.. LoL...!!! She say that MOST of the guys listen to it.. Then i told her.. I'm one of those "not-most" guys.. LoL..!!! then kena nag even further wen i told her dat among my clique of friends.. I'm the only one NOT playing an instrument.. Dzaki got his drums.. Sam got bass guitar.. Both ahmads got the electric.. And Sinhua's got the keyboard.. As for me.. No, no i'm not the lead singer.. I'm just.. i'm just.. i dunno what to say... LoL..!! I'm just Nothing.. LoL..!! I got better things to do in my life than to play instruments..

Never gonna eat at FC 4 ever again.. the food thr makes me shit..!! Now dat dzaki's return me my DotA discs.. I'm playing it both on laptop and computer...

Carrying a 3kg laptop and and approx 1.2kg of books on a sprained ankle is really, really a bad idea.. I sprained my ankle on sunday after it hit by a hard shot by jovee.. really hurts mann... now i'm limping.. sian ahh.. today i'm absolutely jaded.. y'day syarahan clementi stadium really took a lot outta me.. Met syed there though.. and listen to all the imams talk about Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.. listen to them talk about the corruption of the values of islam and how psychologically unstable those ppl are..

It was a very interesting and somewhat entertaining event.. the imams were funny yet firm in proving their point... i think the organisers really saved the best for the last... coz the last two imams were great.. they were hilarious.. I pity the last ustaz though.. He's from indonesia and didn't know much of the malay slang.. So he had difficulty communicating wif us... But the dumbest thing is dat the ppl at the front row really made him look like an idiot.. he asked the front row whether the word "mercun" is the same here.. they replied "firecracker" to him.. He ask wht is teykoh(kettle).. they say "boiling water"... i was like "wat the fuck..??!! U guys are making him look like an idiot...!!".... either ways.. it ended ard 11pm like dat...

Nothing much today... had PEEE class.. play laptop.. chat wif desmond, marina and ros at the same time.. Met maverick at Dover mrt though.. He was waiting for his gurlfriend... A new one.. His first i guess.. Congrats dude.. Finally met her.. She's aight... Vera's her name.. well..

I prefer to be an Enigma....