And so.. i turned a legal age on the 27th..

I was done with a game of DotA when i was bombarded by a barrage of sms-es wishing me happy birthday.. followed by christine and other friends..

but.. however.. in the morning.. in school.. i had a bloody hard test which ultimately left me feeling sucky..

and the subsequent cancellation of appointment to mr wee's house further plunged me into demise.. my plans for the weekend were gone..

Ppl at the club wishing me happy birthday.. but nevertheless i felt so sucky.. slept.. played some games..

and just as i stepped into the house.. ian called me.. wishing me happy birthday.. and 'demanded' me to come down to desmond house to slack slack.. and so.. i dragged my sleepy ass all the way to queenstown.. there.. they 'attempted' to strum me a birthday song on desmond's left handed electric guitar.. it was funny.. ahahahahaha.. Played des' PS3.. PSP.. computer and such.. then we all went to delifrance to eat.. by then it was rather late.. but nonetheless fun coz it was full of our crap.. and so.. my birthday ended really late.. even into saturday on saturday morning.. my parents gave me a present too.. a wallet as well.. -.-".. dilemma dilemma.. which wallet to use..?? Thanks for the wishes everyone..!! And the presents..!! LoL..!!

Something's wrong with me today..

i suddenly woke up with my mouth and throat dry.. i felt lifeless.. but i wasn't fatigued.. i felt full of air..

i didn't feel like talking.. i didn't feel like laughing.. every smile on my face subsides instantly.. i feel light.. i feel down but have no apparent reason to be.. the past few days have been well for me.. what's wrong with me today..?

saturday:-
form changed and mastered.. nothing bad seems to have happen just for the fact that my dream riser is the hands of someone incompetent..

sunday:-
tired.. had a talk with adelia.. came to realise how too far things are going on now..


tuesday:-
at the end of this most tiring day.. i've come to realise i've saved enough money for my navigators.. i can purchase them next week after i get the quotation from mr wee and follow de rong to mr wee's place..


i find no reason for me to be feeling like how i feel today.. even the rare moments when i do talk.. i speak in a different tone of voice.. and the feeling of talking feels different.. something's wrong with me today.. i don't know..

i hate to say this but..

i feel dead..

archery poly50 2007

rather slack training build up to this event.. ahahah.. last year's training was much much hectic.. come to think of it.. i kinda miss the hectic trainings.. running around school and such..

but.. we received a warm response from the year 1s but none of them turned up for training.. bloody hell ahh.. wtf.. nonetheless.. we sent in a team..

half of the current team are true archers.. witth others the friends of friends.. but nonetheless friends in the end..

and through a turbulent troubled number of days leading up to event that would break the team up.. but no.. no.. our team didn't break up.. we stood together as a great team..

and so.. the final team was made up of me, james, shwajuan, shaun, kailin, dzaki, ang yi, yong zheng, guan zhu and the latest addition cherng lin..

and so we ran.. not that much teams were around.. not as much as last year.. it was fun.. barging thru ppl.. elbowing into idiots.. blocking would-be overtakers.. ahahhaa.. it was fun.. ahahah.. even though half way we were a man short.. we stuck as team.. and that's all that mattered.. we stuck as a team..



dzaki and hafiz we represent..!! 3MC..!!














shwajuan..!! 25 lo..!! why am i so big..?? or isit shwajuan's small..?? hmm.. wakakkaa















Ok.. more settled down now.. haiz.. 25.. but it think our timing faster now..













Fuck 25..!!! Partners in crime..!!! Rrrraaarrrr..!!













The team.. again.. ahahah.. orange sandwiched..












The Team..!! wonder wat shwajuan is looking at.. hmm..

hah.

haven't been updating for quite some time.. been very very busy and too lazy to blog. ahah.

well.. MSTs are over.. how did i fare..? badly i should say.. never in my academic life have i encountered such concurrent mind blanks.. i'm fortunate that they only take up a small percentage of my total module marks.. i have to work hard on the other bigger percentages to push my scores up.. i really wanna do well.. and seeing how badly i did in my mst, not that i failed, but the marks are unsatisfactory and waaaayyy below my expectations..

archery too isn't progressing that much either.. i got used to the new form of coz.. the daily bow training has developed my new form into muscle memory.. it's just the mastery of the Hook technique and the string alignment, something which i have always 'felt' rather then checked visually for every shot.. but since this is a new form, things have to change.. i have to check it for every shot now.. and this new form sure is tiring.. the back muscles are used much much more.. and until i've mastered the Hook technique and consistently check my string alignment, my 'potential' (if there is any) is yet to be unlocked.. if there isn't then i don't mind being sucky at shooting.. i always have been.. =/

i'm starting to doubt myself in almost every single aspect of my life.. ALMOST.. my studies are deteriorating.. so is my archery.. my religion can't get any worse.. i've been chosen to go for an advanced course that will ultimately see me become a minor cleric.. and the course is on sunday.. i was like "wth..!! can't they do it on a weekday..? sundays are family days..!! ".. not that i go out with my family.. but sundays are archery training days.. they say i've been an apprentice for too long.. And they need someone with a good command of english, which i unfortunately fit the bill.. if my organisation had any public events (eg west coast grc with mr iswaran).. they would send ppl like me in to explain how our way of life is done.. and they're rather desperate for someone like me.. but i do not want to take up such an offer.. Not that it clashes with archery training.. but such things involve much politics.. the hierarchy of my organisation is too stuck up, selfish and arrogant.. they don't allow 'outsiders', ppl who's family don't possess a rank in the organisation to really express themselves.. they want the glory for themselves.. selfish.. arrogant.. pretty much explains why i've been an apprentice for so long..

*sigh*..