Quote of the new semester "Fuck sia.. "
Said in anger.
Said in jest.
Said in bewilderment.

getting much more flustered everyday as the dateline for project interview closes in. And my program ain't even working. My stuff are being delayed. Nothing seems to be getting right. Hoping that over the coming month, things will change for the better for all the hardwork i've put in.

I'm missing something..
It's not materialistic. It's something that can't be held in my hands.
I'm missing an adrenaline rush. I'm missing a PROLONGED adrenaline rush. Yepp that's the way to put it - prolonged. I'm longing for an activity that'll give me a long period of adrenaline pulsing thru my veins. I want it so bad. The increased heart rate. The feel and sound of the wind whistling past my ears. The primal instinctive moves. The painless pain. The grin on my face. I need an adrenaline rush badly. I want to do bungee jumping!! i want to go skydiving!! i want to go hang-gliding!! i want to go freefalling!! I want to jump out a helicopter..!!
I want..!! i want..!!
okok.. abit overreacting.
yeah. i do need an activity with adrenaline. A fast game of futsal will do good. A race perhaps? Oh well.
I really need the adrenaline boost. All that pent up energy. Will go to waste. and and. it will lose its purpose, its use. then it'll die off. turning me into a lifeless creature. Slow reactions. i'll become like a zombie. i don't want to be like my junior sufi. he's the club's zombie. i don't want.. i don't want..!!!
AAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH...!!!!!!


i'm falling deeply in love..
yes i am..
i'm falling deeply in love with my new KAYANOs...!!
They rock..!! Never have i felt such stability. with a springy bounceback after every footfall. A stable shoe with good cushioning. Been running fast in 'em. They're real good. Now i know why they're Runner's World March 2008 Editor's Choice of the month. They sure live up to the hype. I have an obsession with poking the Gel in the heel of my shoe, it's nice to poke. It's really a smooth ride. It's a very very nice feeling. Looking forward to running more with them.

Speaks for itself.
It is the chosen one.


time to run.. more..

I've noticed something.

Been thinking about it and finally found a way to express it in understandable terms.

Notice how proverbs often contradict each other.

The wisdom that advises us to look before we leap promptly warns us that if we hesitate we are lost;
That absence makes the heart grow fonder, but out of sight, out of mind.

Somehow it all spells true. But it's the situation that determines the exact use of each.


think about it

My whole upper body aches.. uurrggghhh..

Thats what you get when u forgo a rigorous training regime suddenly without a gradual decline, just a sharp drop from training.. and u suddenly continue with the training..

and that's what i got.. an aching upper body..

oh well.

back to my rigorous training regime. 4 weeks down. 1 week in the process. 11 weeks to go.

okay. okay. rewind. like i said above. i've been undergoing a rigorous training regime. Been going to the gym, pumping iron, running and all that. Putting my endurance levels to the test. Of course i'm doing it without sacrificing my archery.

In fact, archery's the main reason behind why i started this regime. To take things to a new level of fitness, gym training is essential in training up the core muscles of the body which provide stability for archery.

So yeah. Using this as a base for gym training, i sourced out a suitable training regime for me to take on. To put all the pent up energy from soccer to this rigorous training..

well.. lately. I dunno why. I seem to have the vigour. the fervor. the drive. to do something more then just my rigorous training. To do something much more physically challenging. To do something more that will test my levels of endurance. I want to do something physically explosive.




Here comes the boom..