Study break again...!!! ahahahahahaha...!!!

Maths optional lecture today clarified some things.. now i'm up and ready for it.. provided i practice more..

lunch today was unroutine.. unroutine in terms that i ate with shwa juan and shimin.. i usually eat all alone on wednesdays.. so today's change was rather fun.. hah.. shimin was all high and hyperactive throughout.. damn.. and her voice is already so sharp.. oww.. well.. transformation seems to go on well and as planned.. i speak differently now.. behave differently now.. even when we were eating.. shwa juan and shimin were like asking me if i was okay.. to them i looked tired.. well.. have to admit.. i was abit tired.. i have a lot of studying to do.. round 2 end 2 today.. 2 more ends in this bloody cold library.. round 1 was last week..

weekend.. hmm.. very interesting.. i plan to go for training.. IF there's training.. want to de-stress.. furthermore.. mr wee said that he'll come down this weekend to give me the limbs.. aahh..!! finally.. limbs for my eclipse.. i could have started earlier but the previous limbs that he lent to me cracked.. and not by me.. the limbs were already cracked when he lent them to me.. so.. eee. so excited for my bowset to be temporarily complete.. aahh..!! well.. temporarily..

well.. now i'm here.. accommodating the chapters that i missed last night.. seems to me.. i have more time than i expected.. ahah.. that's what i think.. aahh..!! i cannot play with time.. time may play with me but i cannot play with time.. aahhh..!!!

hah.. change is happening.. and i like it.. starting to feel something stirring in my heart... i don't know wat it is.. it is strangely familiar yet i do not know what it is.. i dunno what God has in store for me.. but will i be ready for it..??


We are oft to blame in this,
'Tis too much proved
that with devotion's visage
And pious action we do sugar o'er
The devil himself..