Just a random post..

School's started.. Really have to work hard to accommodate the drop in my formerly high GPA.. gonna chiong all the way... like i told nadiah before as well as others.. i'm gonna study like a mad dog to pull back my gpa up as close as possible to 4..

New modules.. all of them semestral modules except for maths.. my seniors say that some of them are hard.. but wat the hell.. i'm up for the challenge.. and i'm giving my utmost passion into studying and excelling into all of the modules.. be it easy or difficult.. the same passion and drive in it will be the same.. i wanna score.. i wanna do well.. my new lecturers are all nice and friendly.. my maths lecturer unchanged.. so she knows me well i think..

gonna search for a part time job.. i really need the money.. my parent's causing me problems.. they don't regularly give me pocket money.. have trouble saving up for my bowset.. wanna go job searching.. gonna go with adelia next week.. hope i can get the job i want..

well.. archery camp is this weekend.. got some guai lan year 1s.. esp the 2 guai lan non-bred year 1 archers.. a guy from hai sing catholic by the name of samuel.. and another.. self-proclaimed national archer by the name of rudy.. heh.. really really self proclaimed.. asked albert whether he has heard the name.. hah.. albert just shook his head.. albert leh.. SEA games silver medallist leh.. u self proclaim urself as a national archer when the most famous of national archers doesn't know who the fuck u are.. walao. just say u are an archer lah.. no need to say "national archer".. name never heard before... name not on the AAS youth squad update.. still got the balls to such blasphemy.. heh.. bullshit.. i'll keep a lookout for u two idiots.. see whether ur attitudes are fit for shooting..

SEAAF trial on sunday.. gonna do my best.. compared my training score and realised that i am on par with ppl from RJ.. rich bastards who have the money to buy better equipment.. better bows.. better arrows.. better everything.. and a coach to go with that.. Ken Ang some more.. Got coach and not to mention money sure must be good wat.. but.. the results don't show.. the only RJ guys i know are RJ's only compound archer Kang Rui and a recurver Aaron (gold helix dude).. And i'm on par with the recurve archers.. something is obvious.. o.0.. ehehehehehe...

i've been in a deep mental state of concentration.. always finding myself wandering from others.. there's too much unfairness rampant around.. too much conflict.. too much.. too much for me.. too much things in confusion.. too many unpure thoughts for my mind.. yes.. i deem unnecessary thoughts a unpure.. coz they don't benefit me in any way.. i seem to be much more focused with the things that i do now.. as well as become much more patient..

a change is going about me again.. and i kinda like this change.. a much more matured mind, patient, focused, quiet me..

the new me..
i kinda like it..