Have u ever had a person whom u considered more then a friend..
Someone whom u feel comforted with..
Someone whom u feel most happy with..
Someone who could tell that there's something wrong just by looking at u..
someone who could read ur mind and know u so well that that person knows what u're gonna do next..
Someone whom u could trust ~~

And suddenly when u're not looking..
when u're having fun and knowing, trusting that this person is with u..
This person brandishes a curved blade smeared in the most lethal of poison..
And impales u from the back..
And not only that, the blade is then twisted and u feel ur flesh rip apart from the wound..
And the blade is rammed in so hard and deep that it's lodged there constantly oozing off it's poison as the toxin courses thru ur blood, killing u slowly.. painfully..
And whenever u see this person.. u feel the blade at ur back.. by an unknown force, u can feel the blade slowly crawling deeper and deeper into u spreading the hatred of the poison..

And there's nothing much more ecstatic then the feeling of hatred surging thru my body.. I tremble at the immense feel of power in the evil.. and the hatred and rage pouring out, pulsating from my body.. It may be the thing that drives me to victory.. the sick, evil drive that pushes u on ever onward..



the shiver of ecstatic hatred down my spine..