Damn..

Guess it really isn't even worth following ur own feelings afterall.. Everything seems fine then ends up in a heap of crap.. Damn.. I'm sorry for all the trouble i caused you.. I'm truly sorry.. Pls forgive me..

Guess now u people know that when Hafiz is all damn quiet.. Something's wrong.. I would like to give my thanks to dzaki, jumadi, ahmad and sam.. my brothers.. always there for me.. though u guys aren't so effective enough.. coz usually i'm the one who cheers u guys up.. Kinda funny actually.. the person who always helps needs the help and you guys are damn noob at it.. anyways.. appreciate it though.. And thanks to yazid, shwajuan and chinyan.. who managed to see the silence in me.. and actually ask whether there's something wrong or not.. Thanks for cheering me up though i didn't even tell u guys what was actually wrong.. thanks alot.. Guess i was really cranky.. i lambasted everything and everyone who irritated me.. I'm sorry leonard.. i'm not having a good time right now and most certainly not in a good mood.. so forgive me for all those impulsive actions of mine.. forgive me.. At most of all.. I would like to thank God.. For instilling the patience, the love, the courage in me.. I could do nothing against what has been destined.. I only accept it in open arms and a persevering heart.. God has always been there for me.. Comforting me when i have no one to go to.. always speaking in my heart.. Always..

I'm not angry.. i'm not happy.. i'm not sad.. i dunno wat i'm feeling.. How can I, lest even a normal person, be happy over such a thing as this..?? None can.. How can i be sad when i'm helpless against wat God wills, i just have to accept it, furthermore my heart has been broken too many times it cannot break anymore.. it's like it's all gone.. It's like i'm hollow.. And how can i be angry at someone i love..?? I can't.. I just can't..

Ppl never give me a chance..