Things i hate about the holidays..

Sonehow.. for a strange reason.. i kinda dislike the holidays.. Okay.. this may sound weird.. No lessons and the freedom to do your own things may be a plus point of the holidays.. But.. But.. What are holidays when u have absolutely nothing to do..? what are holidays when they bombard you with an amount of homework a normal school day won't have..?? Holidays for me is being isolated from the world.. Just locked up in my room-cum-cell.. Just hogging the computer.. or working out.. Or cleaning my room.. then make a mess out of it.. then clean it up again.. LoL..!! Holidays.. U are kept away from ur friends and those closest to you unless of coz u plan to go out.. Being kept away from ur clique of friends or even that special someone, the outside world.. U begin to think.. think of things this.. think of things that.. Some thoughts can be wise.. others are not.. Wise thoughts.. during the "holidays" prior to the release of the 'O' lvl results.. I thought wise thoughts and i changed to what i am today.. Not-so-wise thoughts.. crazy, nonsensical thoughts. being 'isolated' for a long period of time from ur friends or even that special someone.. U kinda miss them dearly.. and then nonsensical things start creeping into your mind.. They don't come gradually.. they come out of nowhere.. trust me.. it's stupid.. but it's natural.. it's just how u manage these thoughts that count.. trust me.. i once thought i had throat cancer due to a long period of having a sore throat.. LoL..!! Manage these thoughts.. Not all of them have to be true..

So Ppl.. during the holidays.. Go out.. Go have fun.. coz u wouldn't want to think crazy thoughts.. Missing those close to you is natural.. just tell them how much u miss them every day or night.. or everytime u get to chat with each other on MSN.. etc.. etc.. etc.. So.. Manage ur thoughts.. I miss all of u guys..!!