The inevitable Valentine's Day.. The Day of Love.. The day where u tell someone u love how much u love them.. It is a time whr thr would be squeals of delight from gurls when their dream guy asks them out.. It is a time where those brave enough gather the courage to ask that gurl out.. It is a time of blushing faces.. It is a day filled with flowers, hearts and gifts..

Like any other Valentine's Day.. I spend it all by my lonesome.. Locked up in my room.. or outside taking a long walk rite straight till the dead of night.. This year.. i spent it differently.. I went to Darussalam mosque to study the knowledge of Tajuid.. Or in lay man's term.. The way to read the Quran fluently.. Just came back.. Kinda weird huh..?? I'm a weirdo actually.. As i went on my way.. All ard me i see couples.. There were many, countless couples.. From those barely into their teens to the matured ones.. Couples holding hands.. Couples hugging.. Almost every individual guy i came across had something in their hands.. Flowers.. Gifts.. Chocolates.. Teddybears.. Even the bangladeshi workers had flowers for their filipino gurlfriends.. Gosh.. Never have i seen a day where everyone is out to tell that special someone how much they love them..

Wonder if i'm ever gonna celebrate this day.. I'll ask her out on a date.. I'll be dressed to impress.. Then i'll wait for her by her home.. Then marvel in the moment as she enters my gaze, all dressed up elegantly, an angel.. I'll tell her how spectacular she looks.. I'll shower her watever gifts i have for her.. Then i'll take her to a fancy restaurant(not mentioning whr though i have one in mind).. On the journey, i'll whisper sweet nothings in her ear.. at the restaurant, we'll order something to eat.. I'll bask in the ambience of watching her delicately nibble on her food as well as give a distant thought of our future together.. After that we'll take a lovely walk.. I'll constantly tell her how marvellous she looks and how much i love her and how much i cherish every moment that i spend with her.. My fingers constrictingly entwined in hers.. Then i'll walk her home.. I'll tell her how great it was to spend the evening with her.. I'll see to it that she arrives home safe.. I'll walk her right to her doorstep, ever reluctant to let go of her hand.. We'll wave each other goodbye.. I'll tell her that i love her and i'll be on my way.. Ever waiting for the next time where we'll go out again..

Sounds nice huh..?? Wish i had a gurl to call my own.. Guess i'll never have one.. I can't have one.. I can't afford one.. Besides.. Th way of life that i lead would be totally different from hers.. Haiz..

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone..!!!!!